Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Rabbit and Rav3n's List!

so rabbit and rav3n had some issues about the movie lists.
so they made their own last night.
here it is:
unbreakable, all x-men, all spiderman, sin city, transformers, 300, all fantastic 4, all superman, all batman, all james bond, hackers, tron, donnie darko, all star wars, aliens, star trek, matrix, war games, 23, pirates of silicon valley, all clerks, jay and silent bob, chasing amy, dogma, aristocats, jersey girls, office space, beavis and butthead, revenge of the nerds, LOTR, never ending story, brink, grimlins, all puppet master, shaun of the dead, hot fuzz, sword and the stone (original), fifth element, grandmas boy, toy soldiers, sneakers, labyrinth, deep blue sea, 2001, 2010, fight club, team america, evolution, x-files, nightmare before christmas, big fish, beetle juice, edward scissor hands, emporers new groove, shrek, mosters inc, finding nemo, all toy story, apocolypto, all jurassic park, all teenage mutant ninja turtles, jerry maguire, top gun, october skies, signs, village, lady in the water, v for vendetta, blood reign, all saw, all final destination, machinist, sixth sense, original omen, 28 days later, 28 weeks later, all of the . . . of dead, pulp fiction, little miss sunshine, kill bill, MIB, independence day, lord of the flies, terminator, scanner darkly, happy gilmore, billy madison, big daddy, mr. deeds, click, all mummy, con air, air plane, the rock, super troopers, beerfest, my big fat greek wedding, the prestige, dude wheres my car, new guy, mystery men, shindlers list, last samurai, pans labyrinth, waiting, rescuers down under, american tale, thumbalina, fern gully, all dogs go to heaven, homeward bound, sponge bob the movie, all austin powers.

and im sure there are more where that came from.

Sunday, July 29, 2007

The Same

He loved her
Or so he said
Until that day
He brought her down
And took her soul.
He left her with nothing;

Not even hope.
Until you came;
You picked up the pieces.
You brought her back,
Built her up,
Became her everything.

Now you threaten her.
You dig harder, deeper;
Breaking her down.
Piece by agonizing piece,
Her walls are tumbling.
She wants to say something;

To make it stop.
But the further you dive,
The worse it feels.
You are destroying her;
The same as him
Leaving her with nothing.

Some Questions

Does love truly exist?
Or isit just in the imagination?
When do you know?
Everyone says it just happens
That you'll just know
But what if its an illusion?
What if someone wanted to love,
Wanted to so badly they fabricated it?
Made themselves feel it
Made themselves fall in love
Told themselves it was real.
Is it possible to give of oneself so completely?
To break down all natural barriers
All defenses and let someone in.
Could there really be another out there?
Someone who is perfect for that person in every way
Does everyone have a soul mate?
Does the soul even exist?
Is any of it possible?

Saturday, July 28, 2007

Movie Nights!

the following lists are lists for movie nights! if whitney and i missed something let us know! if you want to make a list to be added go ahead and email it to me. anyway enjoy!

g33ks - hackers, tron, blade runner, 2001, donnie darko, hitchikers guide, star wars (all), terminator, dr. strangelove, aliens, matrix, 12 monkeys, war games, net, 23, Pi, pirates of silicon valley, takedown, office space, anti trust, monty python (all), LOTR, MST 3000, clerks, spinal tap, brazil, weird science, RHPS, labyrinth, willow, young frankenstein, serenity, mel brooks, shaun of the dead, tomb raider, hot fuzz

chick flicks - pretty in pink, 16 candles, romy and michelle, thelma and louise, breakfast at tiffany's, blondes do it better, pretty woman, bridget jones, moulin rouge, serendipity, pride and prejudice, little women, secret garden, grease, flash dance, foot loose, girls just want to have fun, dirty dancing, princess bride, say anything, steel magnolious, when harry met sally, benny and joon, sleepless in seatle, october skies, clueless, while you were sleeping, first wives club, jerry maguire, best friends wedding, meet joe black, stepmom, what dreams may come, never been kissed, you've got mail, notting hill, what women want, wedding planner, my big fat greek wedding

indie - 4 eyed monsters, pulp fiction, psycho, momento, se7en, american history x, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, science of sleep, monty python, resevoir dogs, hotel rawanda, kill bill, donnie darko, crash, little miss sunshine, graduate, fargo, trainspotting, big fish, terminator, big lebowski, shaun of the dead, scanner darkly, SLC punk, super troopers, royal tennenbaums, gerry, sex lies and video tape, 13, sid and nancy, ripleys games, nine queens, napoleon dynamite, chocolat, requiem for a dream, pans labyrinth, last samurai, everything is illuminated, when do we eat?, the waitress

foreign films - amelie, remember me my love, le belle et le bete, apocolypto, triplettes of belleville, halfaouine, man of ashes, la dolce vita, das boot, pans labyrinth, seven samurai, ju-on: the grudge, ringu, Quincinera, crouching tiger hidden dragon

Musicals - phantom of the opera, little shop of horrors, RHPS, wizard of oz, moulin rouge, sound of music, grease, mary poppins, annie, oklahoma, rent, duck soup, hairspray, willy wonka, west side story, south park, fiddler on the roof, music man, chicago, coffee and cigarrettes, camp, bride and prejudice, 8 crazy nights, mighty wind, school of rock, team america

Kiddie! - beauty and the beast, nightmare before christmas, corpse bride, lion king, aladdin, little mermaid, mulan, night at the museum, anastasia, emperors new groove, aristocats, cat from outter space, polar express, snowball express, nutty professor, flubber, shaggy dog, santa clause, rescuers, great mouse detective, witches, american tale, happy feet, shrek, robin hood, beetle juice, lady and the tramp, harry potter, snow white, sleeping beauty, peter pan, pinnochio, toy story, roger rabbit, monsters inc, finding nemo, princess diaries

conspiracy theory! - china town, manchurian candidate, spanish prisioner, 12 monkeys, soylent green, clock work orange, 1984, JFK, matrix, minority report, machinist, they live, equilibrium, bourne series, three days of condor, odessa files, bowling for columbine, farenheit 911, departed, omen, insider, conspiracy theory, 13 days, enemy of the state, spartan, parallax view, sneakers, V for Vendeta, shooter, domino

Ancient - 300, troy, alexander, jason and the argonauts, spartacus, gladiator, clash of the titans, king arthur, arthur, marie anntionette, elizabeth, camelot, brave heart, scarlett letter, cleopatra, chronos, robin hood prince of thieves, crucible, ying xiong, passion of the christ, the vikings, 13th warrior, lost civilizations, helen of troy, sphinx, 10 comandments

Friday, July 27, 2007

Naked Fights?

so if you read rabbits blog you already know:
we went to the army surplus
saw chuck and larry
i got almost naked (more explanation is coming)
i almost got into a fight
so the army surplus is the SHIT! i love that place already. there are some amazing boots that i have to get when i get moniez! anyway yeah that was fucking great!
chuck and larry was also fantastic. the movie was great the soundtrack was better! i knew every single song in that movie!
okay the almost got naked part.
earlier in the day i poured mountain dew on this kid levi. it was really really funny anyway later on he decided to get me back. he poured dr. pepper all over me! so i was all sticky and gross and shit. anyway it just so happened that rabbit had one of his shirts in the car. so i took off my shirt and put that one on. it came down to like my knees and they were all saying how i didn't even need pants and shit so . . . i took them off. and just chilled in the shirt till i decided that i needed to wear pants. which was good because of the whole almost fight thing.
heres the low down on that.
Mason Meyer. - if you know him hes a dick. football player, all american boy, also happened to take some of my friends down a while back. i CANNOT stand this kid! anyway he was talkin shit about this guy we were hangin with John. johns a cool guy i like him reminds me of other friends but more idk just somethin about him. anyway Mason the ass hole comes to start shit. and all i can think about is rushing this guy. taking him down and laying a few on him. but i dont.
i stand my ground in case him or one of his own throws the first punch. they dont just stand around talkin shit and throwing insults back and forth. finally we left and let Mason and his buddies go without a scratch. i swear i see that kid again in the next few weeks and he says something i WILL take him down.
anyway moving on i ran into an old buddy of mine. Luke hes a bad ass. TJ's best friend or one of them anyway. we talked and chilled for a bit. he is throwing a party this weekend and im totally going. we'll see what happens i need to let go of some aggression.
anyway yeah
oh at VI we had cheesecake topped with ice cream and hot fudge it was perfection!

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Disappearance

I cannot handle a relationship right now.
I am not stable enough.
Brad and I are finally finished.
I am finally getting over that heart break.
Finally recovering from what happened.
Finally moving on.
I am single.
I am having fun.
(or at least untill this week i was)
I am just trying to get back to some normalcy.
I want my friends.
I want to be able to be JUST FRIENDS with my GUY FRIENDS!
why cant friendship be enough?
In order to figure my stuff out and let ALL of you figure yours out I am disappearing for a few days.
Don't call and expect an answer.
I will call when I have cooled off.
When I know I won't say something I'll regret.
You are all still my FRIENDS.
I still less than three you.
I'll talk to you in a few days.

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Since I Got Home . . .

okay so im back.
have been for about a week now.
in that time i have:
met new people (i know already right)
learned tons about others.
had the possibility of losing 2 friends.
had way too much mountain dew.
discovered a fantastic drink.
talked to TJ twice over the phone!
purchased 3 books.
watched tons of movies.
been out of the house every day.
spent hours on end in Hot Topic.
been hired at Hot Topic.
had political discussions.
seen Transformers twice.
been to my grandparents twice (once for pics, once to swim)
had dinner with my family.
recieved new music.
been on the Monument 4-5 times.
i have not:
had a single starbucks
blogged (with the exception of Today!)
had McDonalds or other fast food (with the exception of Taco Bell which i have had everyday)
worn anything but jeans/pants.
had any real drama.
seen a lot of my friends.
so yeah thats it for now.
ill go into more detail after i get back from where ever im going.
Rabbit and I are going for a drive.
neither of us know where to yet.
so yeah call if you dont hear from us by tomorrow.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

sup people!

okay so heres the lowdown!
i am in Athens right now!
its fucking bad ass!
the water is amazing! its this indego blue that i have never seen before!
italy was fantastic i loved venice, rome, assisi, and florence the most!
i got to see the sistine chapel, the statue of david, the trevi fountain and the colosseum.
olympia - in greece now - was freaking sweet. we learned about the olympic games and ran the actual track there.
everyone here is pretty sweet. i think i shall take a road trip to Indiana at some point in the next year to see Jamie - shes really cool immature but who isnt right?
i think rabbit and i are going to California at the end of July (if everything works out) only for a few days though!
we saved sea turtles today! and i got invited to come back after i turned 18 to help as a volunteer for a summer.
not next year but the summer after since i am going to China (hopefully) next summer for a few months before college.
i love it here and i almost wish i could stay. its weird to think i will be heading home in 2 days.
anyway so when i come home.
i will return by 3 pm on friday.
robert i expect you to set the following up for me!
in no particular order :
see robert
mall to see blade and other people who are working
bank 8 (with at least) skyler and sean.
VI with whoever wants to join!
see whitewater crew.
see lan group.
all of this must be done by midnight!
then i shall start over on saturday.
including Transformers, and maybe a Concert.
so there you go if im missing anything please let me know!
i miss all of you and love all of you more!
<3>

Sunday, July 1, 2007

missing you!

i miss everyone so much!
seriously like i started crying today on the train
you are all so important to me and i hate that i cant be there right now!
i dont know.
i love you guys!
i miss you
stay safe and happy
i love you!