Key words:
Squeegee
Sponge
Ring Out - yes from soul calibar 2
Knock Out - SC2 later on
Wind - again SC2
Pong
another game reference i cant recall at the moment
Mushy
Bands:
Through You - fucking awesome and new!
Neurosonic - weirdish but also cool
Flyleaf - amazing live! Lacy (lead singer)is pretty much the shit
Atreyu - moving up in my books after friday
Korn! - okay jonathan davis was awesome and major bonus points because joey - from slipknot - was drumming for them - and the amazing show they put on more on that later
last but not least!
EVANESCENCE - my theory that Amy Lee is a goddess has officially been confirmed! that was the most amazing thing in the world! it was yeah fucking awesome!
Covers:
Atreyu - "You Give Love A Bad Name" - by Bon Jovi - how odd is that?
Korn - "Another Brick In The Wall" - by Pink Floyd - different and awesome
Evanescence - "Stranger" - by the Doors - played on a grand piano solo by Amy Lee! sooo sweet!
Number of Laughs:
too many to count
Number of Freak Outs:
again too many to count - i was freaking out all day!
so that was basically the concert! if you have any questions feel free to ask.
now moving on to the last 2 days
Brandon got back into town from St. George! yay! we have been spending a lot of time just chillin out. yesterday we were all over the place.
My house
His house
Brian's house
Village Inn
Lynwood Park
today we:
drove to Gateway - not for anything in particular but fun and what not
went to see the Nanny Diaries! yay!
spent time in the dark hallway
he bought me my knee high leather boots!
Rabbits house - we watched Pirates of the Caribbean 1 and fixed myspace profiles
then went to Target - rabbit bought a lamp
went to see the Bourne Ultimatum (again i know)
then came home yay!
Rabbit is freaking out again
Levi is obsessing and wont leave me alone for a second
Brandon is leaving for SLC in 2 days (i think)
I want to hang with Blake sometime soon
Concert this weekend Projekt Revolution is going to KICK ASS!
I am already behind on my homework!
And im pretty much exhausted
I have school and work tomorrow! yay!
Now im going to sleep!
night yall
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Thursday, August 23, 2007
New Stuffz!
so family values tomorrow! Im sooooo excited! oh thunder! yay! anyway.
the last few days have been weird.
i met this kid ryan in my web design class; hes pretty bad ass.
anyway so yesterday or the day before i found out that his best friend is justin mercer! i have known justing forever he had this thing with my sister last year and i really just didnt take the time to get to know the kid. anyway him and ryan and i have been chillin and talking its been fun.
i got another job! i am now the night hostess at Genghis Grill! its going to suck having 2 jobs but i shall make it work! i think . . .
anyway in other news when i was partying with brad i told him that i was sick. he didnt believe me apparently. he had my cousin, aka one of his best friends, aka alex ask his mom johnna if i was actually sick! omfg how fucking paranoid can you be?!?
last night i called jeremy. i called to thank him for telling me the truth. about how im a selfish conceited liar. he told me the truth and i over reacted that night of the party. i thanked him and he got all weirded out and shit! it was funny.
anyway i met up with blake and them tonight and i still cant decide what to do with that kid. cuz chillin with him definitely has its possibilities and perks but it has its cons too.
my senior pictures are coming soon! im so excited for that!
oh and i went blonde ish btw! i have highlights in my hair its pretty sweet!
everyone likes it so...
i bought a new skirt i wore it to school today and i barely passed the length test! only like a centimeter past my thumbs! but hey i didnt get in trouble for it! yay!
its great i heart it.
ummmm i made up with chelsea and i have been talking to stephen and cindi a lot they seem to be pretty chill with me now! which is good i talk to stephen almost everyday. and cindi asked if we were cool today. so everything seems to be great!
except that whole homework thing yeah i should get to work on that! eh thats what study dates are for yay!
anyway yeah g2g
hearts!
LAurEn
the last few days have been weird.
i met this kid ryan in my web design class; hes pretty bad ass.
anyway so yesterday or the day before i found out that his best friend is justin mercer! i have known justing forever he had this thing with my sister last year and i really just didnt take the time to get to know the kid. anyway him and ryan and i have been chillin and talking its been fun.
i got another job! i am now the night hostess at Genghis Grill! its going to suck having 2 jobs but i shall make it work! i think . . .
anyway in other news when i was partying with brad i told him that i was sick. he didnt believe me apparently. he had my cousin, aka one of his best friends, aka alex ask his mom johnna if i was actually sick! omfg how fucking paranoid can you be?!?
last night i called jeremy. i called to thank him for telling me the truth. about how im a selfish conceited liar. he told me the truth and i over reacted that night of the party. i thanked him and he got all weirded out and shit! it was funny.
anyway i met up with blake and them tonight and i still cant decide what to do with that kid. cuz chillin with him definitely has its possibilities and perks but it has its cons too.
my senior pictures are coming soon! im so excited for that!
oh and i went blonde ish btw! i have highlights in my hair its pretty sweet!
everyone likes it so...
i bought a new skirt i wore it to school today and i barely passed the length test! only like a centimeter past my thumbs! but hey i didnt get in trouble for it! yay!
its great i heart it.
ummmm i made up with chelsea and i have been talking to stephen and cindi a lot they seem to be pretty chill with me now! which is good i talk to stephen almost everyday. and cindi asked if we were cool today. so everything seems to be great!
except that whole homework thing yeah i should get to work on that! eh thats what study dates are for yay!
anyway yeah g2g
hearts!
LAurEn
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Selfish Goddess
god i have to be the most selfish person in the world.
all im doing right now is hurting people.
im "dating"
i told rabbit and raven that i couldnt be with them.
now raven can only muster contempt and angry behavior toward me whenever we see each other.
and rabbit well if you havent read his blog he says everything is okay but its not. he still wants to be with me and all i do is rub my "dating" in his face.
what was i thinking that we could all be friends?
how could i ask so much of rabbit?
how could i ask him to be my best friend while i dated levi, brandon, and mike?
what is wrong with me?!?
why is it that all i can do is cause pain and agony in those around me?
no wonder brad didnt want me i probably did the same to him.
what i should do is just disappear.
but i cant do that can i?
no again im too selfish to leave my school, parents, friends, teachers, town, and home in order to spare those closest to me.
but i cant go on hurting them either.
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!
i dont know how to make rabbit better
i cant fix this on my own please someone tell me how!!!
im begging you tell me how to help.
please.
all im doing right now is hurting people.
im "dating"
i told rabbit and raven that i couldnt be with them.
now raven can only muster contempt and angry behavior toward me whenever we see each other.
and rabbit well if you havent read his blog he says everything is okay but its not. he still wants to be with me and all i do is rub my "dating" in his face.
what was i thinking that we could all be friends?
how could i ask so much of rabbit?
how could i ask him to be my best friend while i dated levi, brandon, and mike?
what is wrong with me?!?
why is it that all i can do is cause pain and agony in those around me?
no wonder brad didnt want me i probably did the same to him.
what i should do is just disappear.
but i cant do that can i?
no again im too selfish to leave my school, parents, friends, teachers, town, and home in order to spare those closest to me.
but i cant go on hurting them either.
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!
i dont know how to make rabbit better
i cant fix this on my own please someone tell me how!!!
im begging you tell me how to help.
please.
Monday, August 20, 2007
What Am I You Ask?
I AM
86%
OPTIMUS PRIMETake the Transformers Quiz
i know im soooo cool!
you know you love me!
heart to all!
love ya!
86%
OPTIMUS PRIMETake the Transformers Quiz
i know im soooo cool!
you know you love me!
heart to all!
love ya!
Sunday, August 19, 2007
The Next Two Weekends!
Family Values!
the plan:
Friday 24 of August
leave by 7:30a.m.
get to Idaho Springs by 11:00a.m.
eat Beau Jo's Pizza! yay!
go straight to concert!
spend all day listening to musix and chillin
spend the night at Bryson's house.
Saturday 25 of August
chill in Denver till like 1:00p.m. then head back home!
Projekt Revolution!
the plan:
Friday 31 of August
leave at 5p.m.
camp in Lake City or Dillion on the way to Denver
Saturday 1 of September
go to Rockies Game chill till late
possible night club outing?
Sunday 2 of September
Eliches? or other . . .
Monday 3 of August
CONCERT!
Tuesday 4 of August
drive home!
the plan:
Friday 24 of August
leave by 7:30a.m.
get to Idaho Springs by 11:00a.m.
eat Beau Jo's Pizza! yay!
go straight to concert!
spend all day listening to musix and chillin
spend the night at Bryson's house.
Saturday 25 of August
chill in Denver till like 1:00p.m. then head back home!
Projekt Revolution!
the plan:
Friday 31 of August
leave at 5p.m.
camp in Lake City or Dillion on the way to Denver
Saturday 1 of September
go to Rockies Game chill till late
possible night club outing?
Sunday 2 of September
Eliches? or other . . .
Monday 3 of August
CONCERT!
Tuesday 4 of August
drive home!
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Projekt Revolution!
Projekt Revolution! the tickets came! its official Rabbit and I are going! yay! im soooooo excited!
in other news i have decided that that something i was going to try to get in my life again - yeah not going to happen. not even as an acquaintance. anyway thats it for now.
love yall
in other news i have decided that that something i was going to try to get in my life again - yeah not going to happen. not even as an acquaintance. anyway thats it for now.
love yall
Friday, August 10, 2007
feeling:
i know i have become accustomed to not talking about how im feeling or whatever but im going to lay it all out today.
im frustrated. frustrated because i dont know how to fix anything.
my life seemed to be in some kind of order. i had new friends, and old ones, i was getting along with pretty much everyone. i was dating.
now i have something to worry about. i think.
it used to be a huge part of my life. a part that kind of fell apart. and over the last half year i have been trying to move on. i guess i cant though. the fact that i care obviously is holding me back. but i cant just stop caring either. if i have a chance to bring that something back into my life i think i might have to try. but that means changing my life.
with school coming up it shouldnt be hard. i can just throw myself into the work and the people. i guess ill see what happens with all the other aspects of my life.
right now i guess i just need to decide what i want.
im angry because that something removed itself from my life and now seems to think that its okay to come back.
im disappointed mainly in myself for wanting that thing back in my life.
im happy that that thing may be possible to obtain in the future.
im tired because im sick. i + sleep = now
im frustrated. frustrated because i dont know how to fix anything.
my life seemed to be in some kind of order. i had new friends, and old ones, i was getting along with pretty much everyone. i was dating.
now i have something to worry about. i think.
it used to be a huge part of my life. a part that kind of fell apart. and over the last half year i have been trying to move on. i guess i cant though. the fact that i care obviously is holding me back. but i cant just stop caring either. if i have a chance to bring that something back into my life i think i might have to try. but that means changing my life.
with school coming up it shouldnt be hard. i can just throw myself into the work and the people. i guess ill see what happens with all the other aspects of my life.
right now i guess i just need to decide what i want.
im angry because that something removed itself from my life and now seems to think that its okay to come back.
im disappointed mainly in myself for wanting that thing back in my life.
im happy that that thing may be possible to obtain in the future.
im tired because im sick. i + sleep = now
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
100!
so my one hundredth post. yay!
what i have been up to lately!
school:
i registered! i have a fantastic schedule its just weird that i am a senior now.
reading:
Harry Potter #7
and ECLIPSE!
watching:
What I Like About You
Reba
movies:
Transformers - yes again 5 times now
Bourne Ultimatum - twice
Simpsons
Hot Rod - fantastic everyones should see it
300 - on DVD obviously
doctors visit:
lucky me i contracted a virus while in Europe! yay!
nothing serious but i have to stay inside for a while.
until friday at least.
i have a prescription for Vycadin! yay! drugs!
Brandon has already taken care of me kind of he brought me food anyway.
Levi i coming over tomorrow to chill.
I might go to Moab with Sean, Skyler, Lori, and Brian on Saturday hopefully.
now im going back to bed. night yall!
what i have been up to lately!
school:
i registered! i have a fantastic schedule its just weird that i am a senior now.
reading:
Harry Potter #7
and ECLIPSE!
watching:
What I Like About You
Reba
movies:
Transformers - yes again 5 times now
Bourne Ultimatum - twice
Simpsons
Hot Rod - fantastic everyones should see it
300 - on DVD obviously
doctors visit:
lucky me i contracted a virus while in Europe! yay!
nothing serious but i have to stay inside for a while.
until friday at least.
i have a prescription for Vycadin! yay! drugs!
Brandon has already taken care of me kind of he brought me food anyway.
Levi i coming over tomorrow to chill.
I might go to Moab with Sean, Skyler, Lori, and Brian on Saturday hopefully.
now im going back to bed. night yall!
Saturday, August 4, 2007
Desert = Teh FUN!
yeah so we went to the desert and drank. it was good fun. about 15 guys and 3 girls. yeah.
so rabbit got really really shit faced. he wont admit it but i will for him. he was crying and apologizing and shit. makes me lol now. hehehehe
i got pretty buzzed but didn't get drunk. i am not turning to the dark side! (so don't worry rhino)
it was all in good fun.
Brian idk about him. he was all jealous and shit the night of the party. mainly because of Blake. he took my beer told me he didn't want me to do something i didn't want to. the others gave me another. i felt like he was trying to protect me and i didn't need him too. i know how to take care of myself. i wasn't drunk. i was saying no to rum for god sake. i just felt like he didn't have a right to tell me what to do. hes not my father or my boyfriend. and i get that he was trying to make sure i was okay but idk.
i kissed Blake i was totally sober. yeah. idk what to do with him either.
yeah so . . . anyway.
I'm working now. at hot topic! yay! its the awesomez!
i saw the Bourne Ultimatum twice already.
with Sean and Brian and then with Levi.
i like hanging out with Sean. hes funny and cool idk just something about him. eh ill figure it out later.
Levi's cool i like him hes different outside my norm.
Mike left for Hawaii i saw him before he left. he was outside the norm too. i think i will continue getting to know him while hes away.
in case you didn't notice - i am dating. meaning i go on dates with people, like Levi. its not serious just fun. i get to know a lot of people and i don't have to worry about having a boyfriend. I'm technically single i just have dates. if that doesn't make sense to you let me know.
anyway yeah thats basically what i'm up to. i have to get ready for work. if you want to hang most of you have my number so give me a call.
<3>
so rabbit got really really shit faced. he wont admit it but i will for him. he was crying and apologizing and shit. makes me lol now. hehehehe
i got pretty buzzed but didn't get drunk. i am not turning to the dark side! (so don't worry rhino)
it was all in good fun.
Brian idk about him. he was all jealous and shit the night of the party. mainly because of Blake. he took my beer told me he didn't want me to do something i didn't want to. the others gave me another. i felt like he was trying to protect me and i didn't need him too. i know how to take care of myself. i wasn't drunk. i was saying no to rum for god sake. i just felt like he didn't have a right to tell me what to do. hes not my father or my boyfriend. and i get that he was trying to make sure i was okay but idk.
i kissed Blake i was totally sober. yeah. idk what to do with him either.
yeah so . . . anyway.
I'm working now. at hot topic! yay! its the awesomez!
i saw the Bourne Ultimatum twice already.
with Sean and Brian and then with Levi.
i like hanging out with Sean. hes funny and cool idk just something about him. eh ill figure it out later.
Levi's cool i like him hes different outside my norm.
Mike left for Hawaii i saw him before he left. he was outside the norm too. i think i will continue getting to know him while hes away.
in case you didn't notice - i am dating. meaning i go on dates with people, like Levi. its not serious just fun. i get to know a lot of people and i don't have to worry about having a boyfriend. I'm technically single i just have dates. if that doesn't make sense to you let me know.
anyway yeah thats basically what i'm up to. i have to get ready for work. if you want to hang most of you have my number so give me a call.
<3>
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