there is a lot going on in my life right now so instead of going in depth with all of them ill just list them.
Family
- My mom moved to Boston
- My sister dropped out of high school and moved to Arizona with her boyfriend Chris (they got evicted so they moved back recently)
- My cousin Tanner moved to Nebraska to be with his birth mother
- My cousin Hunter got married to a marine and moved to San Diego at the age of 17
- My cousin Jordan has been in a detention facility in Denver for being a drug doing/selling runaway at the age of 15
- My dad has a new girlfriend
- My parents finalized their divorce
- My chosen family doesnt exist anymore
- Megan is having a really hard time. Recently more shit has happened to her than everyone else i know combined.
- I refuse to speak to Garth, JD, Shmee, and pretty much Greg right now - the shit they are doing isnt cool
- Brad is still weird about everything that happened like 2 years ago, which makes it really hard to be at the same parties.
- I lost my best friend. (more on this later)
- I ended up hating school - i didnt want to go to class, i wasnt enjoying any of my classes, i didnt have anyone i was really close to, and eventually i was just not going.
- I still have to pay for this semester
- My grandparents and everyone else was pretty disappointed
- I moved in with Sean and we got back together (this is the later part)
- It was okay i just felt really alone and unfocused
- About a month ago we were having sex - get this condom broke, cant afford plan B, and im late....
- A few weeks ago Sean asked me to move out - to move here back to junction (i hate GJ) he said it was so i could get back on my feet and so he could study more - valid reasons
- The day im supposed to leave he tells me that we shouldnt be together anymore. He cant have a long distance relationship. and he needs to experience college.
- He is moving in with a bunch of party boys next year/this summer
- He told me we could still be best friends and that everything would be okay. that i should have fun and enjoy my time here in Junktown.
- Im pretty sure that im moving to Boston the first chance i get - he doesnt call, or text, he doesnt answer when i call so how are we supposed to be best friends?
- He said that if i decided to go to school in Denver (only if i wanted to go there not because of him) then we could get back together. yeah right.
- Megan and i are supposed to be getting a place soon. that should be pretty sweet.
- Lately all i have been doing besides applying for jobs, schools, and crying, is blazing and getting trashed. the more i have in my system the better - takes the edge off.
- My dad kicked me out of my house too so thats just the icing on the cake...
- What school to go to in the Spring
- Where im going to live
- How im going to get the money to pay back CSU
- If I am pregnant what decision to make (Keep it? Adoption? Abortion?)
- Whether or not to tell Sean if I am pregnant
- What i want to do for the rest of my life
