*confused*

from perfect -----> to alone


?

LOL

One day, Plato asked his teacher, "What is love? How can I find it?"
His teacher answered, "There is a vast wheat field in front. Walk forward without turning back, and pick only one stalk. If you find the most magnificent stalk, then you have found love."


Plato walked forward, and before long, he returned with empty hands, having picked nothing. His teacher asked, "Why did you not pick any stalk?" Plato answered, "Because I could only pick once, and yet I could not turn back. I did find the most magnificent stalk, but did not know if there were any better ones ahead, so I did not pick it. As I walked further, the stalks that I saw were not as good as the earlier one, so I did not pick any in the end.

His teacher then said, "And that is love."


On another day, Plato asked his teacher, "What is marriage? How can find it?"His teacher answered, "There is a thriving forest in front. Walk forward without turning back, and chop down only one tree. If you find the tallest tree, then you have found marriage." Plato walked forward, and before long, he returned with a tree. The tree was not thriving, and it was not tall either. It was an ordinary tree.


His teacher asked, "Why did you chop down such an ordinary tree?"
Plato answered, "Because of my previous experience. I walked halfway through the forest, but returned with empty hands. This time, I saw this tree, and I felt that it was not bad, so I chopped it down and brought it back. I did not want to miss the opportunity.


His teacher then said, "And that is marriage."

Issues

1. i had a huge fight with my parents yesterday

2. seans parents have made me feel unwelcome and uncomfortable in their home

3. it bothers me that sean went to get high with rachelle - mainly because he told me we were going to hang out. and that they were getting high alone.....

4. im experiencing the side effects of my medication

5. im failing the only class i need to graduate

6. i havent spoken to sean - pretty sure hes angry with me...

7. i quit smoking

8. i didnt acknowledge my 3 years of being sober of drugs....

9. i havent spoken to my dad since yesterday

Last but not least:

my parents are finalizing their divorce.

thats all......

:D......

:D

Life = Teh Perfectoz!!!!!!


Yay

oh and i have a gravitational pull

and i attract speakers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:D

hearts yall
...........................................


ow ow ow ow ow

:D

:D

:D

Smile

Its Not New But . . .

I <3 Sean!!

Obviously

Denver = Canceled

due to that fact that my parents hate each other

Denver

i am about to leave for denver!


i promise to take pictures


The game should be amazing!


hope you guys have a great weekend too!


ill be home either tonight or tomorrow!


hearts

Knowledge I Never Want to Forget

everything changes

possibly in a matter of years, months, weeks, days, or even hours

cherish those close to you

absorb all the knowledge you can

fight for your dreams

work for what you want

ask questions

and give answers when asked

arguing doesnt help

talk instead

live in the moment

live for today

but dont forget the past

and dont lose sight of the future

look within you

and search within others

remember the eyes are the key to the soul

but always express your true emotions

hold the one you love

never forget that the past made you who you are

so dont regret what you have done

learn from it instead

the world is open

and so are the people in it

take your time with every passing second

and dont rush through the beauty of the day

enjoy the rest of your evening

hearts to all

goodnight

Fasting

Due to unforeseen circumstances i cant fast for a while...
the week after spring break is when ill start!

anyone want to join me and sean?

my plan

I start my fasting schedule tomorrow.....

NO:
food
cigs
sex
caffeine
tv
video games

AVOID:
alcohol
computer time
and other not so good activities

ONLY:
smoothies
juice
exercise
books
studying

one week.....lets see how i do