For You

so i have some stuff to say.....

Sean: youre amazing. im falling madly in love with you. and i do believe with as much as we fight that it will work out in the end and that we will be stronger because of it. however i do feel distanced from you sometimes. like you are experiencing something you either cant or dont want to share with me. i understand the need to be away but i wish that you could share everything with me. despite this i am falling and i am accepting. i know that there are somethings that we will never be able to share or experience together. i am sorry about jeopardizing our future last night. and what you told me really hit home. and im going to try really hard to not. i feel that you are doing the same by continuing one of your habits . . . it scares me. and i dont want to be the one without you. maybe we need to talk more about it.

Rabbit: im really glad we are getting back to being friends. i missed hanging out with you! its been amazing lately and i hope we can continue to become friends again.

Shaneille: you have become one of my best friends! youre an incredibly strong person and i love that i can talk to you about anything! thank you for everything especially the advice!

Rachelle: you are also quickly becoming one of my best chick friends. we have our differences and our spats but i think we will continue to be friends for a long time! thanks for all your help and all your advice.

Levi: you have once again pulled through for me. i hope that we will continue to be friends for a long time and i hope that youre right about everything you said last night. thanks for the talk!

i just wanted to say i love you all and i cant wait till our next encounter!

hearts all