Whats Going On

whats new

sean and i are great - moving into an even more comfortable stage in our relationship
we have both come to terms and are dealing with some of the issues we had with each other in the past for instance:

- he no longer has a problem with me smoking cigs
- i have started to smoke weed with him - though it happens very seldom
- i have moved into a stage of drinking - seldom but i have developed a taste for harder liquor again
- we both realized that we dont have to spend every second together though we still prefer to see each other as much as possible - especially since we wont be able to see each other nearly as much when we leave for school
- we have a very solid group of friends that we hang out with
- we also realized that we dont need to have sex all the time or everyday
- and we trust each other completely

i have a new job - kind of - i work at 13 Photography on Main Street. im learning the business side of curating and how to run a small business. i have already learned so much and feel that working here is one of the most beneficial jobs i will ever have.

i curated my own show at the Art Center - it went really well. the artists really pulled through and it was totally my own design and my own style. that was one of the most rewarding experience of my life. not to mention one of the most educational.

sean and i are going on vacation here soon. 10 days in Texas - its going to be really amazing and really fun.

registration and orientation is coming up so ill be in Ft. Collins for a while taking care of college stuff.

i miss hanging out with brittany, shanielle, chelsea, and everyone else. we had some really amazing times and i wish we could continue that before i leave for CSU.

in other friend news - Caleb, Leah and Chris were in a car accident. they rolled their car but are doing fine. Caleb had a collapsed lung and Leah had a little swelling in her brain and Chris got a face full of glass. but they are all recovering well and will be perfectly fine baring any tragic medical mystery.

my family life is continuing to fall apart. my dad and i are okay but my mom and i cant be in the same vicinity without fighting - much like me and my sister. anyway my vacation and leaving for school may help with my mom situation....maybe.

anyway thats just some stuff thats been going on. im anxious to start school and just start my life on my own with the guy i love at my side.

All in all
the glass is still more than half full!

laterz yall