Change . . .

why is it that people refuse to see change in others?
tonight bee and chels both looked at me like i was crazy because i wanted to go to the pep assembly and i wanted to participate in the game. (we lost btw).
im NOT the same person i was freshman year! im not angry and bitter, i wont hit you just cause i feel like it. i dont spar anymore, i dont use swords and knives dont effect me the way they used to.
people change.
im different.
stop treating me like im still a naive freshman.
i have learned and put it to good use.
i want to be part of the school.
i love junction high i know that makes me "strange" but at least i havent remained the same over the last few years.

why cant anyone let go of the past?

Deftones
"Change"



I've watched you change
Into a fly
I looked away
You were on fire
I watched a change
In you
It's like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So Alive
I've watched you change
I took you home
Set you on the glass
I pulled off your wings
Then I laughed
I watched a change
In you
It's like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So alive
I've watched you change
It's like you never
Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh
I look at the cross
Then I look away
Give you the gun
Blow me away
I've watched a change
In you
It's like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So Alive
I've watched you change.
Now you feel Alive
You Feel Alive
I've watched you change
It's like you never
Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh