Its Signed and Everything!

Tyler (TJ) is home! i have seen him once and talked to him more times than i can count. i missed him so much! just having him in town makes me happy. :D
oddly enough i have spent more time with sean and others than i have with him. but Tyler is a busy guy. after 2 years of not being here its a wonder i have seen him at all. i am not going to remind him of any particular people he is not fond of, he may do serious damage. i just dont want him to get hurt in the process. i would feel awful if he was in pain.
Sean and i have been chillin a lot lately. its been nice trying to get back to normal. we hung out today, he was invited to the Cabaret with my family. Scrooge was playing and i have a picture of Sean and I with the cast! hehehehe ill probably use it as blackmail.
you know i hope that Kyra appreciates what she has. Sean is a great guy who doesnt deserve to be hurt again. its rather noble the way he talks about second chances and everyone changes; its one of things that im "attracted" to within him.

Tomorrow is Christmas Eve...
this is the first Christmas i have ever had to split between my parents. its weird all this time i wanted them divorced. ever since i can remember - they really arent compatible. but i never realized how it would affect me and the way i live. now im celebrating Christmas twice at two different houses, and playing middle man to my parents. running their errands, being their go between. it sucks really. but what can you do?

anyway...
im off to read and try and enjoy the rest of my night.
laterz yall and if you have anything you want to address me about - hit me up on myspace or leave a comment.
ttyl
Lauren