Monday, October 29, 2007

I just dont know

okay so my life has once again crumbled beneath me.
go here http://gjhslibrary.blogspot.com/
to see one part of my life. one of my mentors, my second mom, my life line at GJHS. she has breast cancer and will be out for an entire month or longer. i honestly dont know how to function here without her.
other parts of my life are less significant but part of me none the less.
i dont know whats going on and for me not knowing is worse than knowing something terrible. i cant stay here anymore. i need out!
school
junction
work
even VI
im a disater and i need it all to be over.
im leaving now.

1 comment:

gjRabbit said...

Lauren, I don't know what to say, I want you to be happy and I know that most of this stuff is out of my reach. But when you keep talking about leaving and never coming back that kills me. When you talk of just leaving everything behind, I can't stand it. Please, at the very least, change your plans to come back a few times. Please, I'm begging you.