Sorry

My last two posts have been huge.
In fact they were the most honest things i have posted so far.
But this one is the biggest, most honest one i can post.
There was absolutely NO excuse for what i did.
I lied and it was wrong.
I dont deserve to be forgiven.
I don't deserve any of the friends that have forgiven me.
I am truly honestly one hundred percent sorry for everything I have done.
But i dont even deserve to be sorry
It was the worst thing in the world for me to do.
I am sorry.
I regret hurting anyone I hurt.
But i don't even deserve to regret
I am so sorry.
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I AM SO SORRY!
But i don't even deserve to be sorry