Confusion . . .
that is the state I am in.
I don't know what to do.
or say.
I don't know what I want.
or who.
I know I want to be happy.
I know Robert and I are friends.
but I won't keep him and Brad apart.
I know I still love Brad.
I know I have been repressing that.
I know I have been trying to be happy.
I want to be happy.
I know I like hanging out with Brian.
I also know I can't committ to anything.
I wouldn't be respecting Brian,
I wouldn't be respecting my feelings,
and I certainly wouldn't be respecting Brad,
or the love we shared.
I know I want to be happy.
but where does happy start?
1 comment:
Wow, I am rly sry i freaked out over this, when I read it rly fast I didn't take the time to try to understand one line. I'm sorry for over reacting and I hope we can make it back to where we were.
I respect your need to think stuff over, to find a way to make things better, I just want to be here to help you. I want to be with you.
<3
Brian
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