forget

i had a pretty eh for lack of better words sucky day! I spent all day hating the girls who were carrying around flowers and teddy bears. I felt sick to my stomach and the only contact i had with brad was at dinner. I don't know a thought popped into my head last night and it wont go away i want it to. I absolutely hate the thought but i don't know, maybe it would be better. i really just wish i could rewind time or forget the last three days...if not that at least the thought.