sick!

i hate fighting with bradley. i feel sick to my stomach and i feel all achy like i can't do anything or i might throw up. heroes is getting ready to start and there is no way im watching it until brad and i are okay. I miss him, i just want to cry all the time. the last 12 hours have been like hell and i don't know how to fix it. God why do i have to be such a bitch! why can't i just leave things alone why can't i just be happy with the way things are? if anyone has an answer please TELL ME!!!!!!!!! i just want things to be okay. i will just have to suffer for a while.