OMG!!!!!!!
so my new thing is ribbons! i am going to wear lots of ribbons in my hair!
that is the preface to what happened today. So i got up and was sad and not happy. but i talked to shanna and she came over and i talked to rhino for a while but he made me sad and disappointed in myself. I do have to admit that i feel bad about everything that happened last night but eh what can you do right? I have no desire to date right now. Sorry Spike! i just...... i don't know..... i don't want to start something i can't finish, and i know that if i did start something i would regret it because all i would be able to think about would be brad, wondering if he was happy, maybe even wishing he was there. He has been in my life for so long that I just dont know if i can make something work with someone else now or in the near future. I'm just really confuse right now. I mean I love bradley and i want us to be okay but i just don't know if i could handle us being together on the other hand i don't know if i can handle us being apart but i just don't know what to do.......anyway Rhino gave me some fantabulous advice that i will not put into action until i am off my period and less moody!
okay so moving on to the rest of the day. Shanna and i went to the mall and waited until Bee got off work and we went shopping! i spent like 50 dollars! we are going to grow our own 4 leaf clovers! i know we are amazing!
anyway after i bought shirts and lunch and jewelry we went to Barnes and Noble and sat in the Teen section talking about boy issues and how we were going to fix them. On our way out we stopped by the "relationship" part of the store and Brittany magically pulled out. . . .
the suspense is killing you huh?
the Karma Sutra: Her Pleasure! and it was so Hilarious! so we start looking through it and im like "OMG guys we have officially seen porn not just read it in books but we have seen IT!" and we all started laughing! cause we are such nerds that we don't look at porn or watch porn nooooooooo we read about it in books!
anyway so this lady comes up to us and is like "are you guys 18?" and we were like "no" and she was all "you need to leave!" so we left the store cracking up! Then Shanna had to go home, but she is coming over later and we are going to do our nails and our hair and eat greasy greasy pizza.
Brittany and i chilled at the mall for a while though......we bought tons more stuffs and then we went to Game Stop so i could transfer my monies to Bradley's account because i wont use it and its not like its a big deal or anything.
So here i sit waiting for my two bestest friends to come over!
oh and i am not going to go out with any boys. i am not going to date them or kiss them or have EYE CONTACT with them!
BECAUSE I AM A NUN!
so my new thing is ribbons! i am going to wear lots of ribbons in my hair!
that is the preface to what happened today. So i got up and was sad and not happy. but i talked to shanna and she came over and i talked to rhino for a while but he made me sad and disappointed in myself. I do have to admit that i feel bad about everything that happened last night but eh what can you do right? I have no desire to date right now. Sorry Spike! i just...... i don't know..... i don't want to start something i can't finish, and i know that if i did start something i would regret it because all i would be able to think about would be brad, wondering if he was happy, maybe even wishing he was there. He has been in my life for so long that I just dont know if i can make something work with someone else now or in the near future. I'm just really confuse right now. I mean I love bradley and i want us to be okay but i just don't know if i could handle us being together on the other hand i don't know if i can handle us being apart but i just don't know what to do.......anyway Rhino gave me some fantabulous advice that i will not put into action until i am off my period and less moody!
okay so moving on to the rest of the day. Shanna and i went to the mall and waited until Bee got off work and we went shopping! i spent like 50 dollars! we are going to grow our own 4 leaf clovers! i know we are amazing!
anyway after i bought shirts and lunch and jewelry we went to Barnes and Noble and sat in the Teen section talking about boy issues and how we were going to fix them. On our way out we stopped by the "relationship" part of the store and Brittany magically pulled out. . . .
the suspense is killing you huh?
the Karma Sutra: Her Pleasure! and it was so Hilarious! so we start looking through it and im like "OMG guys we have officially seen porn not just read it in books but we have seen IT!" and we all started laughing! cause we are such nerds that we don't look at porn or watch porn nooooooooo we read about it in books!
anyway so this lady comes up to us and is like "are you guys 18?" and we were like "no" and she was all "you need to leave!" so we left the store cracking up! Then Shanna had to go home, but she is coming over later and we are going to do our nails and our hair and eat greasy greasy pizza.
Brittany and i chilled at the mall for a while though......we bought tons more stuffs and then we went to Game Stop so i could transfer my monies to Bradley's account because i wont use it and its not like its a big deal or anything.
So here i sit waiting for my two bestest friends to come over!
oh and i am not going to go out with any boys. i am not going to date them or kiss them or have EYE CONTACT with them!
BECAUSE I AM A NUN!
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