i know how i feel now!
1. im angry i am sooooo angry! he broke up with me who he promised to love forever. He swore he would always be there!
2. I feel like I'm being torn apart. i love him so much and he doesn't love me. He has deleted me from all his friends lists and i guess i asked him to not talk to me or contact me, but still he seemed so happy when i saw him. like i had never existed and he just went straight back to his life.
3. I loved him. I gave him everything. I changed myself for him, i resisted temptation, i made plans with him i had dreams. dreams and plans i thought he wanted to share. I guess i was wrong.
i have so much i want to tell him. i lost my best friend and love of my life all in one shot and i will be to arrogant to take him back if he changes his mind. I just don't think that i could do this again. This is the third time that he has destroyed me and i honestly don't think he cares. It really makes me wonder if these last three months meant anything. Did he even love me in the first place or was it all a scam to get me to sleep with him. which i did willingly because i thought he loved me. The one mistake that all girls make. I'm just sorry that i gave him everything i had. and now im drained. I gave him my whole heart, my soul even my body and all he had to say was i want to be single.
it hurts. i feel like he tore out my heart and stomped all over it. he did however keep the key to my heart. I wonder if he actually knows that or if he forgot that i entrusted that to him.
Brad if you read this i can't believe i trusted you.
1. im angry i am sooooo angry! he broke up with me who he promised to love forever. He swore he would always be there!
2. I feel like I'm being torn apart. i love him so much and he doesn't love me. He has deleted me from all his friends lists and i guess i asked him to not talk to me or contact me, but still he seemed so happy when i saw him. like i had never existed and he just went straight back to his life.
3. I loved him. I gave him everything. I changed myself for him, i resisted temptation, i made plans with him i had dreams. dreams and plans i thought he wanted to share. I guess i was wrong.
i have so much i want to tell him. i lost my best friend and love of my life all in one shot and i will be to arrogant to take him back if he changes his mind. I just don't think that i could do this again. This is the third time that he has destroyed me and i honestly don't think he cares. It really makes me wonder if these last three months meant anything. Did he even love me in the first place or was it all a scam to get me to sleep with him. which i did willingly because i thought he loved me. The one mistake that all girls make. I'm just sorry that i gave him everything i had. and now im drained. I gave him my whole heart, my soul even my body and all he had to say was i want to be single.
it hurts. i feel like he tore out my heart and stomped all over it. he did however keep the key to my heart. I wonder if he actually knows that or if he forgot that i entrusted that to him.
Brad if you read this i can't believe i trusted you.
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